Pardon me for not updating this bloggy, been very busy lately. Oh nothing new, i just quit my admin/log job at pasir panjang. One word : bored. It's too dull. Sitting in the office seeing the cheeena people faces. Can't do this, can't do that, HELLO! Its not a military camp, get a life, let your hair down. have fun at work! But being NURULHUDA, she's alwayS have a back up plan,( a leftie for a reason) so i got myself a part-time job, working with a new zealand company. I'm looking forward, cos even SLG don't pay this much for hourly rate staff. Right now i finding for a school. Maybe Kaplan,MDIS OR SMa? well contemplating. I'm fickle at times. I will miss my island life once I've transform myself. I wanna make sure that I'm ready for a CHANGE. From there I will know who are my REAL friends, and the FAKE/PLASTIC. I don't give a damn if people hate me, i don't usually whine over small matters nowadays. I just hope that this "CHANGE" will makes me a better person, a better Nurulhuda. I'm starting to hate the name "Nurul Dimple" a name that was given by my ex-bf. He punched me and he named me nurul dimple. how nice. Can i start again with my faith shaken? Cause i can't go back and undo this, I just have to stay and face my mistakes. Accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair.

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